"If I had known" "If only" "I knew" "If" "I feel" "it will still drop" "lost money again" "should I run" "catch it back" "out of money" "forgot" "can't catch it" "damn" "I really give up" "one trade" "bearish divergence" "high probability" "all in" "lucky" "should I still hold" "what do I do, teacher" "help" "scared to death" "thigh slapped off" "can't take it anymore" "don't care" "value investing" "check again in 4 years" "next time I'll definitely follow discipline" "violated my system" "what if" "hey" "control position size slowly next time" "don't dare tell my family"