Trading should be easy, happy, and joyful.

Hearing this sentence yesterday, it still lingers in my mind today.
Because now,
Trading is not easy,
but panic.

Hesitating before placing an order,
Anxious after placing an order,
Afraid of pullback when floating profits,
Daring not to stop loss when floating losses.
I stare at every K-line,
but I am increasingly unable to see the direction clearly;
I keep trading,
but I am getting further away from “certainty.”
Maybe what truly makes me panic,
is not the market,
but my obsession with the results,
my avoidance of losses,
and the trust I have yet to build—
trust in the system,
trust in the probabilities,
trust in myself.

Trading should not be a battlefield of emotions,
but a process of execution.
When the rules are clear, positions are controllable,
and wins and losses are already accepted,
panic will gradually retreat.
Maybe one day,
I can place orders with a calm mind,
stop loss without hesitation,
and exit profitably with composure.
At that time,
trading will become easy again,
and even—
joyful.