Recently, I really feel like I don't know what I'm doing. I'm tired of traveling and don't want to travel anymore. At home, I rest but don't know what to do. Holding my phone, I don't know what to do either, and I don't want to sleep. I participated in some projects and made some money, but the process was too boring; it was purely about investing, waiting, and collecting profits. There was absolutely no sense of participation in the process, just waiting. I want to make myself feel more fulfilled, so I tried reading, playing the guitar, and exercising, but in the end, I couldn't find anything that gave me the pleasure to keep going and gave up instead. I find it hard to settle down and patiently do one thing.

Friends in the group also called me back to play with coins. Some have poor PVP liquidity, and others are just too lazy to find the feeling, losing interest even more, and they don't want to exhaust themselves in PVP just to earn a little money.

So, what should life really be like?