Byqs

Living isn't that difficult after all

At three in the morning, I sat on the edge of the rooftop, my legs hanging outside.
The wind was strong, blowing so hard I couldn’t keep my eyes open. My phone was clenched in my hand, the screen still lit up with a margin call notification. 320,000 yuan, 20x leverage, Bitcoin’s price plummeting in that very minute — all gone.
That was the down payment my family used to buy me a house.
I stared down at the building below, the 23rd floor — should be quick. I even calculated it, gravity’s acceleration, about three seconds. After three seconds, all debts, regrets, and shame would disappear.
Just